So, this is it, boys and girls. The night before the exam week. Things like this makes me feel powerless. Feeble. Small. All kinds of other way of saying that I'm unimportant. I have never felt so empty in my entire life. Like: "Exam tomorrow? Okay. I'll just lie down here in my bed and wonder about what's meaning of life, or how large the universe is, or what is love, or other stuff." Not giving a fuck about exam.
But, I suppose its better to talk about what happened recently rather than what I just mentioned above.
Let's start from what happened three days ago. Nothing much, really. So I'm gonna tell you how the day went (if I remember correctly, of course).
Friday morning. I woke up rather happy instead of feeling like crap because tomorrow is Saturday. But then I was reminded that the exams start next week and I feel like crap afterwards. I went to "school" like I usually would. There, I was give some kind of pop quiz in a paper. The subject was physics, if I remember correctly, and math. Math, I knew it. I thought to myself. I worked on physics first cuz there was only 6 questions. Then I proceed to work on math. 20 to 30 questions, I don't quite remember how many. Divided into 3 pieces of paper, if I'm not mistaken. I just completely bullshit the first page, then I asked the teacher "sir, can I carry the paper back home? For studying?" He then said "yeah, use it to study for the math exam on monday." Whew. Truth is, I just wanna stuff the paper to my bag and let it rot. And I did that. When I got home I didn't finish the assignment. Who gives a fuck about that? The teachers aren't even gonna examine it when I return the papers. I thought. Then the day went by as per usual.
Saturday. Woke up with a mixed feeling of happy and sad and angry. But I was happy for the rest of the day because I tried to play an old PS2 game CD, Kingdom Hearts 2, and it worked. I screamed in my heart, fuck yeah! and begun playing it (for almost) all day.
Today was quite a short day. I woke up at 10 o'clock. Damn. I thought to myself. Today was cut short because I overslept. Then, after taking a bath, I tried to fire up another old PS2 game CD, Final Fantasy XII International Zodiac Job System (quite a long title, huh?) and it worked like a charm. No problems whatsoever. I played the game the whole day.
23:10 / 11:10 pm. Just got back from twitter. Twitter, my boys and girls, can make you forget about time and space. At least it can either make you forget where you are, or what time it is. Moving on, then.
I played it for quite some time. Until my mom told me to study for tomorrow's exam. After "studying" for a short while, I decided to call it a day and went to bed earlier, only to find myself writing this entry instead of sleeping.
I shall continue this tomorrow when I have the chance. I feel like this entry is to short to be posted now.
Monday, December. 09/12/2013. 12:55 pm. 5 minutes before the exam starts. I will post after I finish.
15:05 / 03:05 pm. Break between exams. I just literaly wanna throw a chair at a student.
22:21 / 10:21 pm. When I was on my way home around 7 hours ago, it rained.
It fuckin' rained.
Why? Can this get any worse?
When I arrived at home I had a change of clothes and eat some warm food to raise my body heat. What the fuck am I saying? I don't even understand what I just wrote. But that really happened.
After cooling my head off (it was a really stressful day), I chilled on twitter.
23:05 / 11:05 pm. Fell asleep lol. I'm gonna continue tomorrow.
Tuesday, December. 10/12/2013. 07:50 am. So, a thing happened on twitter last night.
I was just lurking and stalking on twitter last night when a friend mentioned my name to a stranger (my human name. Lol what), but not my username. I stalked their conversation and it seems they were talking about names. I forgot. So one of them asked (I'm gonna translate it into English) "hey, aex's real name is 'bagas' too?" And then Axel said "Ariabagas." Completing my name. A discussion happened, about who has the most common name in (their) school. After a while, they concluded that 'bagas' is a more common name than 'kevin' and everyone started to change their name.
Ariabagas. (Me.)
AriAxel.
AriAngel.
And then Abby came up with a spectacular name that makes me laugh the fuck out.
AriaBoBi.
LOL
Oh my fucking god! XD
One of them got mad because I didn't change their name with an 'Aria' prefix. I didn't do that cuz I didn't know her name. Angel then said "AriAlice!" And I thought, that is kinda nice. AriAlice. And then Audrey showed up. Thing got a little awkward for me. But the others seem to be fine. I wanted to asked what the other girl's name was, but she mentioned me first, "call me jane." And thus AriaJane is created.
After joking a while, Angel mentioned something like "welcome to the aria family, ariaudrey!" AriAudrey.
AriAudrey.
AriAudrey.
AriAudrey.
It keeps on ringing in my head. Things got a little out of hand for me. I kept silent. And then one of them stated "so audrey is his girlfriend?"
*screams*
*explodes*
What what what what what
Audrey replied "who is he? *pretends to be stupid*" and Jane responded with "we have a new husband and wife!" and Angel jokingly added "papa audrey and mama bagas"
I went offline almost immediately after.
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