Wednesday, December. 04/12/2013. 22:25 / 10:25 pm.
GOD FUCKING DAMNIT dad don't fucking vent your anger at us kids if you had a bad day at work! Fuck! I was just having a good day...
22:40 / 10:40 pm. I might not write anything tonight. Maybe I'll continue in the morning.
Thursday, December. 05/12/2013. 08:18 am.
Hello, boys and girls. Shitty morning. See that there? Up there? What I wrote on top? Yeah. My dad got this kind of aura around him. When he got home, parked the car, and opened the front door, sometimes you can feel the intensity of the room rising. That means he's pissed. He doesn't have to say a word for me to know that he's angry. Last night he was very... controlling? I don't know how you put it in English. Let's say, its like a lion protecting its territory. One thing he likes to do when he's pissed is "complain and compare". Last night, he complained about how my mom was already asleep on the bed while waiting for him to come home. She's fuckin' tired dad. Then he compared mom with his mother. He said (I'm gonna write it in English) "when I was a boy, my mother would stay awake waiting for my father to come home at night" well you know what, dad? She's not your mother, she's your wife, and she's tired from work. I forgot what happened next but my mom woke up to talk about something to dad and goes to bed again, and then dad took a bath.
I just sat there playing with my phone, pretending I didn't hear shit. But I heard, and I listened. The air was just... heavy. Its like standing in the middle of a battle field. After everyone goes to sleep, I got a very big urge to scream a good, long, and loud "fuck you" at my dad's face. But I can't, obviously.
18:25 / 06:25 pm. Its been a long day.
While watching SquidGirl, I saw something in the commercials. "Squid Girl season 2." ...what? I just watched 5 episodes (I think) and its coming to an end already? Wow, its a pretty short series.
Anyway, to put my mind at ease...
So, today was pretty much a shitty school day. Not the usual shitty, its a very shitty kind of shitty school day.
With the exams coming up next week, the teachers have been pushing and rushing with the study materials very quickly. It made me fall behind pretty far. Its like I've been missing 2-4 materials per subject, and that's bad.
To the teachers:
Can you fucking not?
And, as per usual, after the exams, the school are going to attend a parents meeting at school. That time of the year when you get a proper humiliation in public AND in front of your friends.
And, to top it all off, my teacher wants me to make a fucking 'Welcome' sign to be put in front of the fucking class. When I got home, I made the patterns for the sign to be glued on sterofoam so it can be cut to shape. But that's it, I just made the patterns. When they ask me where the sign is, I'm just gonna fucking slap the patterns to their faces and told them to make it themself. Fuck y'all.
22:20 / 10:20 pm. So there's a crazy thing (not really) that's been going on. Audrey accepted a drawing request (yeah, she's pretty good at that) from an anon. The anon requested a drawing of one of her roleplay characters (she roleplays on twitter) to do a... rape scene! I don't know about her but I think that request made her a little on the crazy side for a while. She was just... I don't know, panicking? Maybe? I was just like, "...what..." but yeah. That happened. She drew it with some help with her cousin. And she's going to post it when its midnight cuz she wants nobody to see it. I wanna see what she drew but I can't wait until midnight! So I gave her my email address. I hope she send me the picture.
I'm going to bed now lol I'm pretty tired from today's bullshit at school. Good night, boys and girls.
-Aex
22:40 / 10:40 pm. Some minor typo fixes. And... There isn't any actual sarcasm in this post. Just in the title.
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