OD 2: Happy as fuck.

Monday, December. 02/12/2013. 13:05 / 01:05 pm.

Yeah. As the title suggests, today I'm happy as fuck. At least, by the time I'm writing this entry.

I GOT MY FUCKIN' INTERNET BACK BITCH YEAAAAA

*ahem*

But! At first I felt like shit. I woke up at 8 feeling like shit, thinking "its Monday again" and just looked up at the clock. "Its just 8 o'clock, I thought its already 11 o'clock."

Woo! Fuck yeah! And then I proceed to begin today's plans which are:

•Test some new PS2 games: The Godfather, Destroy All Humans, Spartan: Total Warrior, and Bloody Roar 4.
•Watch the entire Shingeki no Kyojin anime.
•Watch Youtube.
•Watch Squid Girl on Animax.

Pretty stupid, huh? I don't give a shit about what you think.

14:34 / 02:34 pm. I just finished watching YouTube. I watched about 20 vids and forgot to watch Shingeki no Kyojin. But, fuck SnK, I have YouTube. I can watch SnK later (if, of course, I remember).

So I boot up my good ol' PS2 and tested them all. Spartan goes first, seems fine, next. Destroy All Humans, looking good, next. The Godfather. GOD this game gives me a kick in the head. Fucking nostalgia, man. I used to play this game when I was like 12 IIRC, with my childhood friend Dillon in his house. 4 years ago, I would go to his house just so I can play this together with him. Now, not so much. And then comes Bloody Roar's turn. After putting the CD in the disk tray, I felt like I was dropped kicked. This game gives me good memories back then. Its nostalgia time!

I played arcade mode with my favorite character Bakuryu The Mole. Its so fun! Its like Tekken, with a furry twist.

Stage one, okay, alright, I got the basic stuff down. Stage two, wow this game is so fast-paced. Stage three, shit! I don't remember this game being so goddamn difficult. I kept on playing until I got to stage six and got stuck there. I kept on pushing and pushing but I still died. Lol I suck at this game. After failing at epic proportions (not really) for god knows how many times, I gave up and finished playing. I had a good time.

Now, at this point I take my laptop and proceed to watch some vids. At first I thought "what should I watch first? Shingeki no Kyojin or YouTube?" I decided to go watch YouTube first because I missed so many videos. I've been on a YouTube hiatus for about 3 weeks.

Scroll... scroll... scroll...

SHIT I MISSED SO MANY NEW VIDEOS

And that's how I end up watching 20 vids in a row and forgot about SnK.

16:09 / 04:09 pm. Finished watching Squid Girl episode 2. Cute! And funny~ its been a while since I had a good laugh. I'm not and anime addict or an otaku, I just like watching anime.

20:38 / 08:38 pm. Just finished watching Squid Girl, took a bath, played Bloody Roar 4, Spartan: Total War, and Destroy All Humans with my bro, watched Thor (the first movie), and dad just got home so I gotta stop watching half-way through the movie. Gonna study now, and by study I mean listening to the music and lurking on twitter with a book open.

22:10 / 10:10 pm. Just finished "studying". I'm gonna crash my bed cuz tired, even though I didn't do anything tiring the whole day lol. But before I go to bed, I want to pour everything in my head here.

There's nothing special here today, actually. But I'm just gonna say anything that comes into my mind, an activity I never did (and probably will never do) in public, cuz when I do, people will hate me.

My eyes hurt. I've been staring at a screen, any kind of screen, for too long. I've been watching the TV when playing PS2, watching YT vids on my laptop, lurking on twitter and writing this on my phone. A little too much electronic devices can go a long way.

Oh, I got it. I wanna talk about my bro. Long ago, me and my bro were the best of buddies. He never used terms like "big brother" or anything like that and I never called him "little brother" despite our age (he's 2 years younger), were just us. We're friends. All we had was just our old phones (no internet), our psp for online battles, and a computer. We used to play together with our psp. Playing co-op games and fighting games competitively. We also used to play the computer together. In an FPS game like CounterStrike, he plays and I keep an eye on the radar, pointing out where our allies are and possible enemy locations if an ally disappear from the radar. Now, we don't talk much. It pains me to write that last sentence, I wish its not true. We still talk, yeah, but all this electronic devices are tearing us apart. Maybe its just me being lonely, maybe he doesn't care as long as he gets to play my dad's phone. I don't know, I just don't.

Sometimes I put my phone down and talk about a random subject hoping he would listen and we might talk. His response are usually:
•just "what?" cuz he's focused on his phone.
•a plain "hm hm" which from the tone and how he said it I know he doesn't care and by saying "hm" he hopes I would just stop speaking.
•a rare "yeah, maybe, I don't know" response. This PISSES me beyond logical reasons. As if he's mocking me.

But yeah, I don't fuckin' know. Maybe its just me. But I don't care, at least, not anymore.

Bro, if you're reading this. Wake the fuck up from your ignorance and stop being such a fuckin' dick. At least that's what I feel about you. Wanna fight? Just say so.

Bam. That's it I guess.

-Aex