Thursday, January. 16/01/2014. 22:25 / 10:25 pm.
Its raining outside by the time im writing this. Everything is cold to the touch.
Oh, i just got a new phone and the keyboard sucks ass. So, pardon me if you feel theres less punctuations, more frequent typos and mispells, and other stuff. You know what im talking about.
I dont know what im doing here anymore. In blogger. At first i wanted to vent here, then i made it into somekind of timeline of what happened. And now im writing what i feel here, venting.
Now I'm just gonna talk about some random things that happened.
Recently, dad got me a new glasses. I've been using it for two days now and I can say everything is so much clearer while I'm using it. The thing is, I'm kinda worried. After a full day of using it, my vision became blurry if I don't use it. I've no problem reading without glasses, but after using it its kinda hard to read a book. Before I got my new glasses, I'm a bit shortsighted and I've no problem reading books without help. After a full day of using this new glasses, everything is much much worse. I became more shortsighted and I require extra effort if I'm trying to read books. I'm kinda scared, y'know. I imagined I would grew dependant on it. Like, everything is better with it at the cost of making everything worse without it, so it's a must use accessory.
Monday, January. 20/01/2014. 15:25 / 03:25 pm.
I downloaded a keyboard, should be able to make less mistakes now. Let's talk about random things.
Do you know how hard it is to find good anime series? I know the struggle. Maybe it's because of my high standards and weird fetishes, but I've no regrets.
I've just finished a series, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann. I cannot describe it in words, it's simply amazing. I won't tell you anything about it, otherwise the magic will wear off. The thing is, I've been searching for this series for 2 years. I first caught a glimpse of it back when I was still sitting in 9th grade. It's the anime that first sparked my interest in the anime universe. I encountered many other series as I was searching for it. I remember it like it was yesterday. The first episode I ever watched was episode 5, I was switching channels to find something to watch when I found it.
Tuesday, January. 21/01/2014. 08:51 am.
I've never watched the full series until yesterday, thanks to the new guy's help.
Oh, there's a new student in my class. A boy. He's more productive and active in two weeks than all the other classmates in a year. He gave me the entire TTGL series. I think he's a pretty nice guy.
One thing that I realized is that it turns out that this new guy is kinky as fuck, but he tries to keep it a secret to himself. Strange? I think not. Most people look innocent, while in reality, they're not. But sometimes there's an anomaly. Like my brother's classmate, let's call him C. He is innocent, but act as if he knows a lot about porn to fit in. People might do stuff they don't like just so they can blend in to a group. But to some people, the procces are reversed and works entirely different in general. Like Audrey's cousin (niece?), her name is Dhia. This Dhia girl is a fujoshi. Here's a simple explanation if you're too lazy to click on the link, I will bluntly say that she openly states that she likes gay sex.
What?
The confusion starts there.
How she able to have any friends?
Internet. Now, back to the "procces are reversed and works entirely different in general," I don't know shit about her, I'm just using her as an example. Note that this is all just my opinion, not the actual story.
Dhia, if you're reading this, I am truly sorry if you feel offended. I'm just using you as an example. But other than that, you're fine. I won't write other stuff about you.
Some people fit in by changing several aspects of themselves, this particular person, Dhia, does not. She openly states her opinion, refusing to blend in. Creating a topic via the Almighty Internet, which in turn attracts other people with common interest. Therefore making a new group.
See, it works the other way around, the "procces are reversed and works entirely different in general."
Friday, January. 24/01/2014. 08:19 am.
Last night I chatted with Jane and Angel. At first I was kinda down and I can't think straight. I had decided to drop my feelings of Audrey, but they talked me out of it and got me a little motivated.
I'm going to ask Audrey to be my girlfriend on Tuesday.
Oh my god.
I can't believe I'm doing it. It might not work out, y'know. But I'll just believe, and have faith.
I've nothing more to say. In the next entry I'm gonna post what I talked about with Jane and Angel. With screenshots and translated text.
Oh, and...
I've ran out of cool titles to write on top. :/
Bye, all. Wish me luck. :)
-Aex
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